
“God became man so that man may become God.”
Athanasius the Great, AD c. 296-373.
It’s Story time!
I promised that this week I would offer you a cosmic view of the Great Story we are living in and waking up to, as told by time and culture throughout the world’s history. Though understand it has been massively covered up and distorted along the way. But the truth always survives and, as such, there has always been a golden thread preserved throughout time via oral and written traditions, past life regressions, channeled messages, and intuitive means.
Because of the fact that many of us have never heard this before, it’s a lot to take in. I feel your pain ahead of time. If you feel a surge of disbelief, know that I also grapple with disbelief. I went through all the stages of cosmic disclosure: disbelief, shock and awe, fictionalizing, avoiding, lightly entertaining, and finally some level of very loose acceptance of plausibility. But there is so much evidence for much of what I’m going to share with you today, it deserves some consideration. Also, I do love learning other perspectives on our reality that open minds to something bigger than the neat little, overly simplified (boring) package offered by our previous Christian teachings: you’re born, you live a life of either choosing God/Jesus or not; based on that choice, you go off to heaven or hell for eternity where you either endure endless suffering or endless delight in the privileged “glory” of worshipping God day and night 24/7 (and you are happy about it). End of story.
A third grader could introduce more creativity, excitement, wonder, and plot than that (and fun). No wonder many Christians have a secret dread of their destiny. Choosing the Christian heaven is kind of like choosing between getting hit by a truck or getting a root canal. You most certainly don’t want the root canal but it still beats getting run over.
Pull up a comfortable chair. Let’s jazz up this story a bit. Grab a cuppa stiff drink (or pop some mushrooms) so that you can get through this without an ego meltdown or a psychotic break. Today we are going to explore the very rough assembly of the many pieces of the puzzle of our existence and unique earth experience that I’ve accumulated over time: legends, myths, historical writings, channeled messages, personal experiences by others—all synthesized and offered according to the filters of Julie Ferwerda.
In other words, treat this like a sci-fi essay with merely hints of truth and probably a lot of unintentionally distorted truths. And then let it sink into your consciousness just far enough that, as you move through life and find your own pieces to this zany cosmic puzzle, you will re-member. And maybe some of this will resonate now with pieces you’ve gathered along the way. The most important thing here is that this is offered with humility, uncertainty, and the awareness that blindness and dense clouds affect all of us in this obscure Earth realm. I’m not trying to start a new religion of certainty or dogma here.
First, let me offer a list of observations and guidelines we must use when consulting ancient texts, mythology, and the sincerely offered opinions of everyone offering them regarding our collective history:
Modern interpretations by novices or experts alike are only making educated guesses at what the ancient peoples and cultures meant when they expressed stories through their glyphs and writings.
History is usually written by the victor or the powerful which implies the other half of the story is missing. Victors are known for using agendas for creating specific narratives (whether by their innocence or justification) to steer the minds and behaviors of the inferior class or populace.
It is best to hold all views loosely in this mortal experience.
All historical accounts in all times are perspectives (like this one)—one dimensional viewpoints based on the subjective ideas or experiences of the recorder and in no way can ever represent objective truth.
Throughout centuries, people with good intent who have tried to tell us our Story have been maligned, discredited, persecuted, silenced, and killed. There is nothing new under the sun when it comes to the contrived narrative maintained tightly by the powerful. But why? This is what we are going to explore.
The truth about anything is never plain or easy to come by if we are relying on external sources. The “powerful” (false power) resort to crooked truths (Krivda) to control the minds of the masses by getting us to look outside ourselves for answers. Truth requires a waking up process to our spiritual senses, cultivating our inner Being’s relationship with our Higher Selves and Divine Source.
All the essential Truths of this Universe are buried deep inside each of us, even if they are so deep it takes lifetimes to uncover. This is the meaning of the parables about the man finding treasure buried in a field and selling everything he had for it; and again about the man searched for a fine pearl (pearls are found deep in the water, or the unconscious mind). Upon finding it, he sold everything to obtain it (Matt. 13:44-45). When we descend to the Earth plane beyond the veil of remembrance, we retain all of the truths inside us. Our primary objective here is to search until we find them. The Kingdom of God is Within. Eventually, we ALL remember as we uncover the Deep Source within us.
Being highly educated in this Earth System has an inverse relationship of greater knowing. Though valued in society and culture, our education system was designed to reinforce our amnesia of the Greater Context and greater truths within that Context. The System operates through programs. Programs are intended for mind control and sedation of our True Being.
Both Institutionalized Science and Institutionalized Religion are characterized by Krivda or crooked truths. These were contrived to keep real truths from the people, which results in division, nonsensical contradictions, crippling disempowerment, and enslavement to fear. In the Greater Context, real science and authentic spirituality will be compatible and have no conflicts or contradictions, and will lead people into empowerment and harmony.
The objective of the System, conducted via Institutionalized Religion, Science, Education, Politics, and Media (including social media) is to Divide and Conquer. All divisive and deceiving viewpoints propagated by The System are initiated to act as controlled demolition of the human connection and cooperative spirit. There are more of US than THEM, but as long as we are pitted against ourselves, we will never unite to bring positive, empowered change.
The System is overseen by a small group of beings (not sure if they are human or something else) implementing decisions for humanity via their underling puppet compliance officers—politicians, education and communication gatekeepers (media, social media, fact checkers, approved textbooks, and tightly controlled university curriculum), CEOs of medical systems, military leadership, and pharmaceutical boards. Through “healthcare,” all public learning institutions, and organized religion, they have taken control of our bodies, minds, and spirits.
From this point on is where things get weird.🤡😱🤯
By now, your shrooms have had a chance to kick in so that will help. And just to be clear, though I offer this information through my own perceptions and filters, it did not originate with me. These are the legends of time offered via different cultures.
Being born into this world as an inferior, needy, “blank-slate” baby is part of the illusion of this realm. These physical perceptions and roles we’re programmed with in the theta state as children, and the ensuing lives we each develop in this dense realm, are designed to feel like the only reality. But imagine that our experience here is really a game, like a simulation only much fancier (check out my previous blog where I introduce the idea of the Simulacrum, or a copy of the greater reality). From a higher perspective, death is but a pause between breaths, during which time we exchange one costume for another in an ongoing reentry expedition into a game where we are challenged with figuring out the rules of the game so we can master it and overcome it (and escape).
At some point in history, they say, you were given a chance to view this “game board” of the Earth realm from outside. You knew from the perspective of that greater reality what the challenge entailed, and so you decided by your free will to come here to take on this immense challenge of hide and seek—from yourself. This Earth game, clearly, is not for the faint of heart. It is only for very courageous, advanced souls who believe themselves to be up to the challenge.
Outside of earth realm, you exist as an immortal, expansive, unlimited, and very powerful Being. But the rules of the game here dictate that you disguise this True Self from your ego identity so well that it is nearly impossible to escape the illusion. From the moment you arrive, everything in your game equipment—your physical senses and your onboarding programming—tricks you into forgetting who you really are. The alluring experience of Earth realm includes a spectrum of novel, intense emotions, the experience of a physical body, and contrasts through opposite extremes and dualistic tendencies. There are few physical assistances with this challenge. However, this game is self-limiting, and everyone eventually gets out unscathed.
How did we get here?
There is no such thing, they say, as one Supreme Being who created and rules all realms of existence. Life has always existed, and with it, perhaps countless Creator Beings. There are “gods” or creator beings that preside over the different universes, and perhaps, gods underneath those (offspring) that create galaxies, and star systems, and planets. The creator of this universe experience is surely a great, conscious Being supporting all life within itself. Just as we support the life forms that come from us early in their development, our relationship with this Being is also that of a parent-child.
There is a saying, “As above, so below.” Gods bring forth gods, just as humans bring forth humans. It is suggested that the transcendent mother and father consciousnesses brought together for this “galactic experiment” were Orion (The Father, Provider, and Protector) and Sirius (The Mother, Loyalty, Protection, Unconditional Love). Out of those gods came Father Sun and Mother Earth to birth the spirit children onto the Mother Earth (the Mormons were kind of right). Hence the sun and earth worship cults of old. They were venerating the parental gods of this planet.
Just as you live in a physical universe, you also are a universe unto itself. There are currently about 8 billion physical universes running around this planet, each with billions of microcosmic universes they support in the course of life (cells, bacteria, viruses, fungi, parasites, etc.). This is a spiritual, microcosmic metaphor and pattern for how life and consciousness is endlessly created. You are a fractal of this Creator Being pattern. In this way, we see the Fibonacci spiral that creates everything from galaxies and star systems, down to snail shells and pinecones and even the DNA double helix. Quantum physicists Bob Toben and Fred Alan Wolf hypothesize that our whole universe may actually be a single electron. There are perhaps endless universes, described as the Multiverse, in some great unknown field of existence about which we have no conception in human form.
The above graphic is found in the book Our Universal Journey, by George Kavassilas, where he synthesizes many of the legends of our origins on earth. According to Kavassilas, souls can descend down into the first 8 levels toward the Earth experience to get a view of what they are signing up for. But once they choose to cross into The Great Void—the demarcation line of voluntary disempowerment, fragmentation, separation, and forgetfulness between levels 4 and 5—conscious awareness of our Higher Self is removed until we complete the objective of the Earth Game—waking ourselves up to our higher consciousness as Divine Beings.
This realm offers the opportunity for us to learn all we can about light and darkness, to master it, and eventually to remember our own abilities as co-creators. This coming back to the deeper knowing of our true essence is referred to in perennial writings as Christ Consciousness, Sophia Center, and many others.
In the higher realms, there is no such thing as evil or sickness, only pure unconditional love. There is no need for technology or external assistance in accessing knowledge because it is all found within. At the higher realms is where we experience cohesive unity of Self. The further down one descends into the levels and lower dimensions, the more fragmented and deeper the perception of separation/isolation from the self and others, and from Love. The lower dimensional beings exist almost exclusively in an intense state of fear and takes a lot for them to awaken. How did they get there? They opted for the full experience of the most difficult challenge of separation consciousness. This is truly the only way to have walked in the shoes of all others. The rest of us refuse such an experience because of the fear of fear itself.
The courage it took for you to be here today in physical form, out of the trillions of beings in all the galaxies, cannot be overstated. To come to this particular realm, as stated before, is only for the bravest and most daring of souls. To come into this level of density, perception of a fragmented, separated, dualistic consciousness is to risk getting trapped here for eons of time. Kavassilas states, “They [humans] were the ones that had the courage to be stripped of their divinity to experience the veil to such a degree that they would one day forget their heart centered intuitive knowing of the powerful Beings they are.”
We are going to leave off there for now. Tomorrow, I will post part 2 which goes more into our galactic history, the gods of the Bible, what the Pleiadeans, Sirians, and Reptilians have to do with our history, the end game of Planet Earth, and what we are personally trying to do here. Don’t miss this opportunity to geek out with me on the most bizarre story ever told!